Patterns

A key to reincarnation is learning from life's lessons through patterns.

Morgaine has realised that her lesson comes from the close kin relationships, which are deemed sinful by Christianity but purest of all by the Goddess and the Druids.

Patterns still retain their importance in all walks of modern life.

What life lessons can I identify for myself?

I have always been drawn to midsummer, trying to catch the sunrise and the only time I could consider being wed. Unknown to myself in advance, when I did wed, it was also a full moon and I love when it is full moon. It was also the auspicious Honey Moon in June, with the best omens for a good marriage.

But it is the 21 June, not the 22 for me. I did not know until a few years ago, my father was born on 22 June. He would have been 75 this year. And an in-law will be 55, 20 years apart and never known until recently. Would he think deep down that I knew? That I was drawn to him, having so few memories of him or does it hurt my mother that the dates are so close? I will never know. These things are not discussed.

So I turn to more patterns. I could list the self destructive ones and easily find someone to blame them on but we can all do this.

Let's go with these instead. I can remember my first meeting with people would intrigue me but I would shy away from, initially through lack of self confidence, later through recognising the pattern. Having said that, there has been only two. With the second, the pattern was laid out within seconds, allowing me to take steps to avoid it. But I would never guessed that, when the pattern repeated seven years later, I wouldn't instantly recognise it.

Ah, my inspirational Gemini, my muse, I love you for your beauty, I love you for the books you read ...as I laze in the sun (Freeze - All About Eve).
Forever out of reach - was it your twin or 22 June?